QUOTE: I'm a paradox

"I'm a paradox.
I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad.
I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious.
I don't like myself, but I also love who I am.
I say I don't care, but I really do.
I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way.
I'm a conflicted contradiction. If I can't figure myself out, there's no way anymore else has."